Fear List | Moving Out and Moving Up

Bali will hand you karma on a platter and force you to face it until you fix it. Worthiness kept coming up. All my life, I’ve felt used for my resources, whether it was money, time, network, well, you get it.

I didn’t mind. And that was the problem. I was shortchanging my value because I was pouring out my value and receiving fake or no support/energy in the process. It took me a long time to see that I was an elephant in a room full of rats. Instead of standing in my greatness and pouring value into me, I was pouring into others hoping they would turn into elephants too. You get the metaphor.

But recently, after many confrontations in regards to my boundaries and sharing of my resources, I have realized that the version of me that used to play small, accommodate, and compromise my value is officially dead.